

speak out___
Nothing much to write abt today...I see nothing hear nothing feel nothing..jux like a walking corpse...wad u call tt in mandarin? xing2 shi1 zou3 rou4!worse..yanneng gave me a stab and i tumbled down..noone understands me now..."it's such a letdown...i thot it would b difficult!"tt's wad he said...ouch!it penetrated thru my heart..."o yea easy...i almost couldnt complete!",i thought.easy? easy? EASY?he'll let himself down DOWN DOWN ok!Duno wad's wrong with me today...write again tmr..byex!